Lucas: And Hansel said to Gretel, ‘Let us drop these breadcrumbs… so that together we find our way home. Because losing our way would be the most cruel of things.’ This year.. I lost my way..

Nathan: And losing your way on a journey is unfortunate. But, losing your reason for the journey… is a fate more cruel..

Peyton: The journey lasted eight months. Sometimes I traveled alone, sometimes, there were others who took the wheel — and took my heart. But when the destination was reached, it wasn’t me who arrived…it wasn’t me at all..

Brooke: And once you lose yourself, you have two choices: find the person you used to be… or lose that person completely..

Mouth: Because, sometimes, you have to step outside of the person you’ve been. And remember the person you were meant to be. The person you wanted to be. The person you are..

the answer.

May 16, 2006

Do not fret because of evil men or be envious of those who do wrong; for like the grass they will soon wither, like green plants they will soon die away. Trust in the LORD and do good; dwell in the land and enjoy safe pasture. Delight yourself in the LORD and he will give you the desires of your heart. Commit your way to the LORD; trust in him and he will do this: He will make your righteousness shine like the dawn, the justice of your cause like the noonday sun.

Psalm 37:1-6 NIV

two days down.. two more to go. but before the last two days, i have a little down time to get up and catch some air before going back down to drowning myself in debits and credits, etc. what fun.

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things will always be simplified. and sometimes it is thru the simplicity that we understand the complexity of who we are and the magnitude of who we can be.

how i knew about it: thru a game of polar bear. try it sometime.

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to dare every day to be irreverent and bold.
to dare to preserve the randomness of mind
which in children produces strange and wonderful new thoughts and forms.
to continually scramble the familiar
and bring the old into new juxtaposition.
-Gordon Webber

goal: challenge myself to do something random at least once a day.

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you said: you don’t know me, and you don’t even care.
she said: you don’t know me and you don’t wear my chains.

She said I think I’ll go to Boston.
I think I’ll start a new life.
I think I’ll start it over, where no one knows my name.

I’ll get out of California, I’m tired of the weather.
I think I’ll get a lover and fly him out to Spain.
Well I think I’ll go to Boston.

I think that I’m just tired.
I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind.
I think I need a sunrise, I’m tired of the sunset.
I hear it’s nice in the summer, some snow would be nice.

-Boston, Augustana

…no, i can’t relate to the lyrics. but that doesn’t make me not love the song. even if i am a lyric girl at heart. heard this first during the one tree hill season ender (season three), and just loved it eversince. maybe it was the scene when it was played, maybe it’s the way it’s sung, maybe it was my mood when i was watching that scene. whatever the reason is, my itunes play count reads 10. so yeah, i love it.

feeling a moment.

May 15, 2006

How do you feel when there’s no sun
How do you feel when rain drops come pouring down again
How do you feel when there’s no one
Am I just like you?

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its the day before. i’m back where i was six months ago. have i learned what i’m supposed to? after another half year spent understanding what i’ve learned the past four years, it boils down to this test again. will i make it?

the suspense is killing me.